Only two more wrists!?
Time to do a bit of catching up.
Tuesday turned out to be a good day. I got up and took my time preparing myself to go to the clinic and get a copy of my test results. I took the bus to get to the clinic, everything was fine. After getting my copies, I went to see my doctor’s assistant. I told her I was being proactive and told her about getting tests done for my circulation problem. Since I’m not working that maybe he’d want to schedule me for the tests. She told me to make an appointment. So I’m not going to be scheduled for tests until I see him again, in about a month. Ridiculous!?
I walked back from the clinic and stopped at a few different stores, running errands at the same time. Once I got home I felt good and energized. My leg barely bothered me during the hour walk back. The rest of the day was quiet and uneventful. I couldn’t bring myself to do the dishes, so I didn’t push it.
By nine o’clock I was pretty tired, what with the exercise and the cold air, but I didn’t want to miss “House”. I love that show. And I’m a bit like Greg in a mean sarcastic kind of way. Then they showed scenes from “Gilmore girls”. Another show I used to watch a lot. I love their speedy talk and I guess I long for the closeness of the mother and daughter, the small close knit community.
I guess if you mix Dr. House and Loralai, you have a pretty good picture of a part of my personality. I also like Luke a lot. lol
After the show, eleven, I could barely stay awake. Once in bed, I couldn’t sleep. I guess I waited to long to go to bed. My mind started scenarios and asking questions. I fell asleep around three. I woke up at five twenty and couldn’t go back to sleep.
So it is with my eyes itchy and burning red that I staid up till it was time to leave for my appointment with the plastic surgeon.
He’s a very nice guy. He worked for a long time in the States. He told me he couldn’t do the operation with just the one little incision, the blade costs 175.00$ and the government only pays 120.00$ for this kind of operation. But he told me he doesn’t do a two inch incision like I told him I saw on the web, he cuts only about an inch.
After a few tests, even if there is no muscle deterioration yet, my right hand is already weaker then when I went for my initial tests three weeks ago. He said he wanted to see me as soon as possible. So February 27th at 8:20 am I’m getting the procedure done.
On this trip I took the subway and walked to get there. It was cold, windy and it snowed a lot. On the way back I took the bus and the subway again. Everything was fine but I’ve noticed I get a bit overwhelmed when I walk in the subway station. Most of our stations open up on the tracks even if they’re two flights down. So a big enclosed space. I guess I do have a touch of agoraphobia.
I fell asleep right away last night, just waking up once to go to the bathroom and went right back to sleep. I woke up startled this morning. I really felt like I had been in a hurry or in a fight. I think my conscious and unconscious are duking it out when I sleep.
As I’m writing this post, I feel calm, relaxed, maybe even a bit too relax. lol
I want to talk about the beer, I guess I’ve gone on long enough. I’ll talk about it tomorrow.
Have fun!?
J
Would I !? 