Flat Sam!?

It’s been a pretty quiet week-end. I still fall asleep right away at night. I only do one or two things a day. I feel good. I even tried to take a few naps during the day Saturday but I just didn’t need them. Everything seems to be getting better. Or at least I’m on the right track.

Tom left a comment on how amazing it feels not to drink. He’s right. I’m sure I sleep better because I stopped. I don’t wake up in sweats if I cover up. I really do think it was not letting me move forward. Reducing the medication’s effects and also my physical and mental healing.

I really don’t know if the drinking got taken care of unconsciously but… I don’t miss it and I don’t crave it. There are some bottles in the fridge, they’ve been there all week and I’m not even tempted. I haven’t seen any weight changes, but I do feel better, not as bloated.

I’m trying to talk myself into dealing with the smoking the same way. I don’t know if it’ll work.

So why is it that if I didn’t do anything and don’t drink, I still end up borrowing over three hundred from Pascal?

My monitor blew out. It had been acting up in the last few days and last night it just died. So this morning we went to the store and I bought a new one. I got a 19″ Samsung flat screen. It looks so sleek, all black and the space I save. The other was 17″ but the casing was huge. I have so much space on my desk now. I love it.

Hopefully the week will be as peaceful.

Have fun!?

J