Therapy for the naïve?!

Archive for May 29, 2007

Two ships…

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Wanna hear how fucked up I am?!

I found out last week, last minute, that Jason & Matt were coming to Montreal. Yep, last Thursday I read that they were getting into town on Saturday afternoon. I was pretty excited. Me and Jason have been emailing and chatting for the last year. He’s a great guy. I invite you to visit is blog if you haven’t already.

So like I was saying, I was pretty excited. We even talked about meeting. His email came in on Saturday, telling me he was in town and loved it so far. He asked me to call him on his cell phone. My excitement turned to anxiety. I didn’t want him to meet me like this, sick and all. That’s not me. I didn’t want him to know me this way.

Stupidest thing is, this is how he met me. But no, I just couldn’t handle it.

I finally kicked myself and left a message at the B&B they were staying at on Monday morning. I wanted us to meet for breakfast. Nobody called.

I can’t really blame him, he was probably expecting a better reception. Might have been fun to show them the town, go out. But no, I got scared. Not of them. Of nothing really.

I’m sorry guys!?

Hope you had fun!?

J


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