Therapy for the naïve?!

Archive for August 2, 2007

Hot is out!?

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It’s currently 35 degrees out, 45 with the humidity. (38 degrees equals 100 degrees) I know some of you live in those conditions, we don’t. We have winters and snow. Temperatures of -35.(-30 equals 0 degrees) We don’t have an AC unit. All the windows are closed and the blinds pulled down. Because we only have a service basement, dirt, it’s pretty cool inside. So things should be fine till temperatures drop back to normal.

I know my last post was a bit facts only. With what I’ve been told, I feel numb. Just numb. That’s how I deal with things. I just close up and think. Or don’t think. That’s pretty much what I’ve been doing. Thinking too much or not at all.

I still make lists of things to do. In the morning, I take my coffee and imagine the things I want and need to do. Then, “it’s to early. It can wait a bit. It’s too late now. Tomorrow.” And the same thing happens the next day. I know it’s no big deal not to do things right away, but… And I know it’s ok not to do everything on the list, but at least one or two.

I didn’t even take Lia to the vet yet.

Well tomorrow, I’ll try something different. I’ll get up and shower right away. Not act like it’s the week end and take it easy. The vet is there tomorrow morning. So tomorrow, at eight thirty I have  to be at the vet’s office, just like I was going to work. Once that is done, I’ll just drop Lia at the house and run some errands. If I can at least keep myself busy all morning, I’ll be happy. It’ll be like half a day of work.

Saturday, me and Pascal are seeing some friends we met in Mexico. So I’ll be busy all day.

I think that’s what I’ll do. I’ll wake up every morning as if I’m going to work and just go out. Take walks to start. Once I feel better, I’ll jog. That should help, with my weight, my health and my mind. I’ll take different routes every day. That way I shouldn’t get bored. I’ll see new things and maybe meet new people. I’ll take my camera along. You never know.

I know I’ve mentioned similar things in the past, but something’s got to give or I do.

Have fun!?

J

LOL

 After writing my post, I started listening to some music, this is what came on. The lyrics suit me pretty well.

Of course you have to replace her guy by panic.


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