Week 7!?
And we’re back!?
I want to thank you guys for the birthday wishes, they were appreciated. But please do not take my entry personally. It was meant to friends of mine. I didn’t expect blogger friends to remember. I’m the first one to not remember. I guess it’s because of the way I think.
But like a girl in my class, who suffered the same thing three years ago, said, she also lost friends because they got scared. They did not understand what was going on. It’s ok.
Well I suffered a set back this week. Tuesday morning, I got a big panic attack. I didn’t go to school. It started with something small and escalated to me leaving school. “In my head”. I calmed myself down, but was “nervous” all day. I went to bed, got woken up around midnight with a big urge to go to the bathroom. It felt like the 24 hour flu.
Wednesday morning I was fine until I left for school. I left the house on wobbly knees. I was sweating all the way to school. But before I knew it, I was participating in class and everything was fine. Yesterday was about the same, but today, aside from sweating for a little bit, everything was fine.
Last week we visited the city’s greenhouses and plantation site. WOW!? I was amazed and that is exactly what I pictured in my mind’s eye. I’m starting to think that my vision is/was my seeing myself working there. I do that a lot. So far I’ve dreamt of my jobs before getting them. But I never knew it back then.
Today was almost a perfect day. I only had the sweats for a little while. And I ended my day with the grade for my second exam. I got…
To be continued!?
Have fun!?
J
Would I !? 