Therapy for the naïve?!

Archive for October 17, 2007

And than there were three!?

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I finally got the results of my third exam. That’s the class that caused my panic attack. Before I give you my grade, I just want you to understand one thing. I’ve talked it over with my shrink and she thinks it make a lot of sense.

I have problems in that class because, first, I think the teacher is the best teacher, and I think he deserves to have good students with the best grades. Second, it’s what I want to do in live. I want a tree farm. So for both of those reasons, I put  pressure on myself to be good, if not great. By association, since the same teacher gives the bio class, that’s why I have problems in both his classes.

Unconsciously, I pressure myself and that is why I draw blanks in his classes.

The other class, where I got 87%, I didn’t even give it a second thought. It didn’t stress me out. Because I don’t really care for the class, and the teacher.

So the grade of my third exam is 70%.

I know it’s good, but that’s me under anxiety.

Remove the anxiety, and I’d be an 85, 90% kind of student.

It’s really weird how I know the information is going in. I guess the anxiety keeps me humble.

Have fun!?

J


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